Sarah says:
I'm hiding behind my hair up there. That's never good sign! Means I'm back to feeling blue...
Slept straight till noon today - guess I needed it. I rarely am able to do that. Last night was terribly hot in our attic where we sleep so I tossed and turned and didn't get much sleep at all - so I made up for it this morning, while I could. The stupid thing is that when I woke up, my dang back was still all stiff and bending was harder than it was yesterday - so it made me feel like I was headed backwards again rather than forwards. It's frustrating. It's the same old story. But oh well! There's always tomorrow - it could be the day I wake up feeling fine! I sure hope so. I want to get back to things. Get back to life. Get back to being pain-free. Today I am going to do 100% of nothing but lying on my couch or bed and reading and watching TV. I'll eat in between but I won't move around or walk around or do stuff that could make my back worse. Basically everyday has been like this but yesterday and the day before I was starting to feel a little better so I sat up more and walked around a lot more. It didn't hurt me at the time but maybe that's why I am so stiff again today. I don't know! I'm sick of trying to figure it out. C'est la vie! Tomorrow is another day with new things to offer. Today I will finish the book on Happiness and have to choose a new one to start. That's always fun! See - feeling better already!
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