Wednesday 15 November 2006: Sarah shows you she’s not afraid to look really, really ugly here…right? And Heidi feels beautiful with a new haircut!

Heidi says: I have a new haircut!!!!! Yahoo!!! I love it! It's like the old days! Remember those? I am going backwards and I like it. I am young again :)) Tomorrow I am going to Bellissima for a small facial. Isabelle from the beauty shop Bellissima calls it a 'reiniging' which means: pain and pain and some relief at the end with a mask. Phew!

Sarah says:
Once again I am sick of my face here so I offer you this piece of my face. It’s about time I get a new angle up here. Today I am better in my head and back than yesterday but I remain in a funk! Trying to ride above it and look forward and be hopeful and all those good things and bits of advice, I know, I know. But sometimes I guess you do just have to wallow in your own crap. I guess life tastes even sweater when you climb on out from under the piles of stuff. It’ll happen. I don’t know when but I know it will. I feel dark indeed but I don’t feel doomed forever. It’s all going to be okay…. (say it enough you start to believe it, right? And say the bad stuff too much and it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy, right? You can fool some of the people some of the time but you can’t fool all of the people all of the time, right? You win some, you lose some, right? He who laughs, lasts, right? There is no dark side of the moon, right? It’s all dark, right?)