Thursday 16 November 2006: Sarah is trying to be happier and to smile a little and be awake and be positive and lose weight....

Sarah says:
So today I am really trying to Face The Day without such a heavy load on my head. Mind over matter and all that. I put on a bit more make-up. Changed my clothes. Made an effort with my hair. Cracked a smile for the reversed belly-shot below. Offered such a full body view here in an effort to not be so harsh on myself and show you and myself that I still am losing weight. Trying to stop beating myself up. Always look on the bright side of life... Maybe it will work! I hope so. And most importantly, I am actually in a better mood for real and I know why - because that time of the month has come to its end and I feel all the better for it. It came at a bad time. I was already exhausted and in pain and it was a bit too much on top of that all. I cracked a bit. Today I am slightly stronger. I look better for it and I feel better too. So there!