Sarah says:
I'll tell you what my eyes are saying! They are saying I feel crappy! Tired. Achy. Mad. In addition to my dumb back trouble, I have had a cold for two weeks and it just won't go away. It got worse in the hospital. Yesterday I thought it was better again but today it feels worse. Arghhhh! I just long to feel well again. I know I will soon and that alone makes be feel better but I just want to wake up and feel normal...
I'll tell you what my eyes are saying! They are saying I feel crappy! Tired. Achy. Mad. In addition to my dumb back trouble, I have had a cold for two weeks and it just won't go away. It got worse in the hospital. Yesterday I thought it was better again but today it feels worse. Arghhhh! I just long to feel well again. I know I will soon and that alone makes be feel better but I just want to wake up and feel normal...
Heidi passed by yesterday, which was great! When I feel this crappy I tend to avoid seeing people. It's like I just feel too rotten for the world and don't want to expose myself like that to friends and family. I'd rather crawl up and hide under a rock. I always think at first - wow - I'll be at home and have time to call people and talk and all that but then all I want to do is shut down and shut off and not exist to the world. THEN - I have a visitor and I cheer up right away - or I talk on the phone with a friend and I feel good again. It's damn stupid of me to pull away so much and hide. It's human nature I guess. A bit silly. Anyway - it was good to see Heidi AND her baby belly! My, my, my has it grown! Take a look yourself below! Wow! I also saw the baby kicking. Very nice to see. Quite amazing. This baby will come soon! And yesterday I found out that another friend is also pregnant. Babies boom! So nice to know that there will be all these new little people to get to know soon...
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