Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Wednesday 20 December 2006: Heidi was happy as a DJ today, but felt guilty as a mother...


Heidi says: I liked 'performing' again. It made me feel more than just a mom at home. But at the same time, I felt guilty for bringing Yma into a very smokey room for a couple of hours and keeping her up while she should have been in bed. Sarah told me today that it doesn't matter so much, when babies are so young as Yma, they don't really need the structure in their sleep and that made me feel a little bit less guilty. But when I brought my daughter in that smokey room, I couldn't help but to feel guilty. On top of that, I had to ask Katrijn to babysit and she did, and I am very very grateful. She is a great darling!

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