Sunday 04 November 2007: Heidi and Sarah see the film Superbad which wasn't really super good but was super okay...

Sarah says:
I'd prick (I meant "pick" but have to leave "prick" as a comment points out my spelling mistake. I'd like to pretend it was just a "penis" joke I made to be clever to fit in with the Judd Apatow gang... but...) Knocked Up any day over Superbad and Undeclared any day over Superbad and Knocked Up and Freaks and Geeks any day over Superbad, Knocked Up and Undeclared. I wouldn't even throw The 40 Year Old Virgin in there, well maybe I would. But actually, I'd take all of Judd Apatow's stuff as one whole story of adolescent boy-fun that I for some reason can very much relate to and really enjoy... Heidi too. We just want to hang out and have a beer and a laugh with Seth Rogen and crew - just to hear Seth Rogen's laugh in person. I'd even watch porn with them if it was the only way to hang out with this huge, creative bunch of funny guys! I wish for just a second I could go back to my American high school days and smoke a joint with those dudes. They sort of remind me of the dudes I used to get high with...

And here's my favorite Post Secret of the week for obvious reasons having felt like the non-smooth one and the fat one at a lot of awkward moments in my life. Luckily, those days are mostly over other than the odd blast from the past feeling that can get triggered out of nowhere from almost nothing... But most of the time, I am happy to say I feel quite okay about myself and who I have become and how I look. That's the great thing about getting older. Your perspective on yourself changes and generally becomes more healthy and less hurtful. My insecure days are pretty much a big thing of the past. The talks too much part comes up more than the other parts...
I saw the below quote on O magazine recently and I liked it - again because I could really relate to it. I know, selfish reasons, but true. Maybe some of y'all can also relate though so there's the public service part of it!

Here it is with the Post Secret entry below. They could kind of go together in terms of feeling like the misfit...
I must learn to love the fool in me—the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. It alone protects me against that utterly self-controlled, masterful tyrant whom I also harbor and who would rob me of human aliveness, humility and dignity but for my fool.
quote by Dr Theodore I Rubin